10.14.03
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yes, it’s true that i have owed an update for a long time.
i read your journals but i seldom reply. i’m not really sure why i’ve become such a lurker lately. i seemed to be trapped in my own world lately. i spend most of my time lashing out at those around me for no apparent reason, and ignoring those who aren’t around me.
it’s funny because i can be sitting in a perfectly happy setting with people that i really like but something stupid will irritate me and kill the mood of the situation without me even knowing let alone understanding why. i’m beginning to feel lately like i can’t be around people because if i’m around them i simply bring the situation down. i personally wouldn’t be friends with the “me” that exists today. and that’s a problem. i’ve never been this antisocial before and i’m not sure why it’s happening but it’s a problem i’m dealing with.
more eventually.
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