12.04.99
3am
it’s 3am… i must be lonely?
i’m trying to hop onto this online diary bandwagon, because apparently this isn’t something reserved for only the “cool” or “swanky” people anymore.
anyways…
it’s not been a very good week for me. after getting ripped off on a web design contract, i feel more broke and depressed than ever. luckily, Marcus Aurelius, late emperor of Rome has made me feel better today, as he says that the universe is already in motion and there is little that i can do to change it.
why is it so hard for me to put my feelings online? maybe it’s because online has become more like the real world now… it’s sorta scary.
i went and saw “virtual sexuality” tonite… for those of you know don’t know, it stars my ideal man… Rupert Penry-Jones (a gorgeous blonde british boy) who makes me sick to my stomach because i know that i will never have him. 
i wanted to go to rich’s tonite and dance the night away, but unfortunately it didn’t happen.. i didn’t know who to go with so i wouldn’t have had a good time anyway.
besides, as the poster in health class said, “if you can’t have a good time with your friends without drinking, perhaps it’s time you find some new friends!”
in conclusion, blah.
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